The silent is loud in my apartment.
Not only has 敏敏 left for Singapore, I just found out from my mother this afternoon that Lucky was dead after a traffic accident on 23rd Dec, 2006.
It was so sudden. He was healthy and bouncy before I left for Munich. And now, he was gone. Life is unpredictable and fragile.
It is the first death I have experienced in my life; a feeling that I will never forget.
Treasure your time; that is what I learnt; for life is too unpredictable.
Lucky, you silly dog! If you are grazing at what I am typing now or reading my brainwave, what didn’t you come to my dream to tell me that you have left for good? I wish you the best in your next life. Be good.
Your photos will never be made black and white for they are always kept in my memories as bright and as colorful as ever, never fading. I miss you. I will prey for you. May you be re-born in a place that is close to the right teaching.
Life goes on.
敏, the house feel so different without you.
2 hours ago when you were still here, this house had the real meaning of a house.
Now that you are gone, this is just a place.
Although there will be no one sleeping in wired manners that makes climbing into the blanket impossible, there will also never be a blanket that can give me the same level of security, warmth, comfort and tranquility as you do when you slept by me.
Although waking up no longer require a long and patient ritual, I will also never hear all the funny jokes that evolved from these wake up rituals during lunch.
This trip gives me one conclusion, you are a very very good girl friend, accommodating, understanding, patient and most importantly, you complete me.
There will be many challenges ahead of us.
You, having to take, for the first time, a module on your own without any known friends taking it along with you.
I, having to move to Regensburg alone, hunt for a house, and begin my internship in an alien town.
But like my father said, look up and learn to enjoy the process of growing up. It is frightening, uncertain but unavoidable.
If it is a growing process, then let us face it without fear for we have each other, our families and our friends with us. I love you.
PS: I will post the photos and the amazing adventure we had in Italy in the next blog when my mood betters.
4 comments:
silly hubby, Lucky will always be in our heart...even Win Win knows. Time flies during happy moments, but we manage to freeze down all the memories we have,just look at them when you miss me k?
Oh, as for the Italy and Austria photos, hope you know what to post(you know what i mean right?)
Yoz bro :D
cheer up la ! Juz jia you ok? haha... aza aza FIGHTING:D
Cheer up la! I didn't know Lucky died either until Father read your blog...天下無不散之筵席。節哀順變la.
hey.. so sad to hear the news abt ur dog. I rem those cute pics u have on ur MSN space. And continue to be brave yeah? I cant imagine myself in ur situation - almost as gd as being alone cos it's a survival game out there. Jiayous!! Will be waiting for u to come back!! Must let all of us know ok!! miss ya~ a lot of us do :)
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